This is to all the individuals that I went to school with, whom I wasn’t good enough for back then.  

Just because I wasn’t ‘cool’ in school, because I was too skinny and short, then too fat and short.  Too pale, too quite, too blonde, too stupid, too smart.  Because of you I am who I am now, and because of you I am better.  To the guys who wouldn’t look at me twice because I wasn’t the gorgeous cheer leader who would suck your dick, I was the nerdy fat girl, No I will not date you now.  If you were too good for me back then when I wasn’t perfect, I’m damn well too good for you now.  To the girls who made fun of me because I was chubby, I’m not anymore… and damn well you are!  How are the 3 kids and no husband?  Why do you still have acne?  And how’s that peaking in high school treating you now?  

It’s not even about how you were back then, its more of how you think I’m going to give you the time of day now.  Yes I am very attractive, and thin, and have a kick ass job.  But you know what, I was always pretty, had beautiful skin, and more potential than I ever thought possible.  But no, I want nothing to do with you.   All grown up and still acting like teenagers.  If you hated me then, why would you suddenly like me now that I’m more of what you wish to be?  I’m floored that you would even think that I’d consider it.   

I was fat and had a crush on you… you ignored me.  I grew up, and grew beautiful… why would I give you the time of day when you didn’t even talk to me before?  

Screw all of you… enjoy your dead beat lives and enjoy that beer

Sasha